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"This one's for the lost dreams," she whispered, picking up another leaf and dropping it into the current. The tiny leaf landed, creating a small ripple effect, and she watched it drift away into the distance.

"For the pain."

She dropped another leaf in.

"The sorrow."


"The suffering."


She watched the leaves float away, wishing her miseries would go with them. In a sudden wave of emotion she screamed, picking up the whole pile, squishing the wet leaves between her palms. While tossing them into the water, she shrieked, trying her best to relieve the frustration inside her. But as she watched the leaves fall into the water and twirl into the wind, she realized she would always have to live with what she'd done.

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Dramatic, ehh? It seems as if all my writing has been like that, lately. o.O Well, thank you for reading this short scene and thank you so, so, so much for coming here and just...viewing my blog. You guys don't know how much I appreciate that. :)

thanks for reading. <3


  1. Very dramatic, indeed. But, oh, how beautiful and real. The captivating smoothness of your words is a relief to savour. And hey, you girl in the story, I need to know what happened to you. What paths did you take that brought you there? In other words, tell Rosie to write more about you, okay? Thanks. ;)

    xx Les

  2. *sniffles* Oh Rosie... th-that was so beautiful. I could just reread it all day long. <3 I loved it so much, words cannot describe. <3


    *cough* hugs and kisses.


  3. Woah. This. Is. Beyond. Flawless. It's. Just. Like. So. Perfect. And. Amazing. * sniffles * <3.

    And this design? Perfection. Just perfection.


    p.s. Yeah, I end my sentences early. •-•

  4. It's beautiful. :') I likessssssssss it.!! O.o I just thought of "filthy hobbitses". I'm sorry. :p haha!
    and your new design is absolutely perfect! <3

  5. Anonymous8.10.13

    Wow. Now I want to hear the rest of it! Btw, I commented on the post you did for Kenz!!! :)

  6. I really like this <3


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